Today it's 69 days until I'm going to Jamaica. I'm trying to think about this as often as possible to maintain the ability to cope with life right now. It's dark in the morning and it's getting dark early in the evenings. I was out dancing this weekend and atm my old body is kind of broken down. I'm hiding at home under warm blankets, reading books, drinking mulled wine and trying to keep away the darkness by lightning candles.