It has been a turbulent week. You have probably heard about what happened last Friday when our beloved Stockholm was hit by a terror attack. I was in town that day, only meters away when I saw people running and heard them screaming. It took a while to understand what had actually happened and after that Stockholm has been in a state of chock. Now everything are slowly gettting back to “normal”, but somehow this has had a bigger impact on everyday life than one can imagine. The other day I spotted guards running after a guy at a mall and instinctively I tried to hide away. If I see police cars my heart rate increases immediately and if someone are acting strange at the subway I want to get off as fast as possible. I really hate to feel afraid in my everyday life, and I don't want to feel distrust against people around me. I really want to think rationally, but to be honest, this has affected me fundamentally on so many levels and I guess I'm not alone having these feelings right now.
I will really try to continue with everyday life, tomorrow I'll go out with friends, celebrating Easter Holidays.
Hope you are fine! <3